I can hear Jack upstairs reading to Kayla in her bed. Samuel wasn't asleep yet so Jack asked if he could read in Kayla's room. That turned into him reading to her. I love it. I wish you could hear those little voices. Why is it that they can fuss and feud all day but something about bedtime turns their hearts towards kindness and calm?
I have come to cherish the quiet. Whenever it comes. Early, early in the morning and late in the evening. Time to just think, read, rest. Not that I don't love the activity of the day but there is something about the quiet.
Sometimes the thinking leads to questions and I feel burdened. All those nagging thoughts of the day begin to settle in. Are we bringing these children up right? How can we make Christmas truly meaningful and not about presents? How do we teach our children compassion and care for others? Gratitude? How can we reach out to others better and make an eternal impact? Will Sam ever eat anything besides cereal? Am I making the most out of my time with family? With these little gifts running around? Am I missing the mark? How can we simplify life?
Some questions less concerning than others but there are oh so many.
I have to lay it all down at the Cross and pray for the freedom of the gospel to spread in my own heart. And go forth in faith.
(J and K have taken it upon themselves to devise a sleepover in J and S's room now that S. is asleep. Better go see the latest!)